Troy Torres, 38, holds a photo of himself when he was about 12 years old, in Hagatna, Guam, Saturday, May 11, 2019. Torres says in a lawsuit he was sexually molested at age 13 by Ray Caluag, the music and religion teacher at Saint Anthony Catholic School where he attended. "I wanted to say something to stop what I knew was wrong. I didn't and I was always trapped by that. Every time it happened after that I was trapped by this sense of guilt. I'd gone too far. I'd already done something so wrong, said Torres. "It just happened so quickly and at the same time not quick enough. And I always thought it was my fault. I always thought that I was a really bad person for not shouting out 'no get away from me. No don't do this.' Many times I questioned my courage. Why wasn't I brave enough?" The AP was unable to reach Caluag for comment. Videos on the internet show Caluag conducting a Catholic youth orchestra in the Philippines. (AP Photo/David Goldman)