Roland Sondia, 57, holds a photo of himself when he was about 15 years old, the age when he says he was sexually abused by then Archbishop of Agana, Anthony Apuron, in Hagatna, Guam, Friday, May 10, 2019. "I keep asking myself why me," said Sondia. "I keep thinking back to what I could have done to make him want to approach me. I did a good job of hiding it. It's something I'll take to my grave." Apuron denies the allegations, which are detailed in a lawsuit. (AP Photo/David Goldman)